Met you on a Saturday,
knew it was somethin' soon as you spoke it
Eye-fuckin' across across the table,
don't think anybody noticed
You asked me if I was comin'
to city you from
Maybe we should kick it, I was interested,
that would be dumb
If I denied long legs,
good ears, great taste
Smell good, sense of humor,
obvious a good face
And we clicked, we was at each other's hips
I ain't even wanna fuck 'cause
your presence was enough
You and I make sense,
you stay back at my tele'
We was chattin' 'til mornin',
the vibrations was heavy
I wasn't drownin' or yawnin',
that's when I told you my feelings
You told me you felt the same but
you got homie you dealin' with
Damn, I didn't know,
that's a bit unexpected
But I get it, it's whatever, least
I could do is respect it
We still gon' kick it and check in
like nothing could ever stop it
The problem is he my friend, but if I'm honest,
I'm really hopin' you drop him
It's morals I really have,
it's lines I could never cross
But you got somethin' that make
all them good intentions get lost
I try to keep it together,
never felt this way
We spent 'bout two weeks together,
only skipped one day
And they say, "bros over hoes," I'm like,
"mm, nah, hey"
I would rather hold your hand an
d have a cool handshake
But whatever, we still could be friends,
it could still be chance
I'ma play it cool, we got somethin',
we cannot pretend, uh, uh
ain't 'bout nothin',
you laughin', packin' your luggage
It's nothin' incriminatin' but
please delete our discussions
You hit me with that look and replied like,
"duh, bitch"
Don't want your man to think that
we creepin' behind his back
Crossed the line, crossed the line,
crossed the, nah, we nev er did that
Though I haven't seen him in months,
shit, it's rare he never hit back
Anyway, convince him to bring you
to me so we could kick it
Right in front of his lenses,
nothing here is malicious
You sat by me in that movie,
we went outside for them doobies
We walkin' off when we talk, man,
that nigga not fuckin' stupid
He see it, he know it's somethin' we frontin' like,
"Ha-ha-ha"
Whenever Whenever Whenever we "Ha-ha-ha,"
we we we subtly press his buttons
Not on purpose, but, man,
I found my purpose
If I fuck our friendship up for you,
I think it's worth it
But nah, I can't do that,
that nigga don't deserve it
And plus, y'all got depth,
I'm just the nigga on the surface, for real
Surface
He left for some days,
I cleared out my sched', I cleared out my head
You dropped off at mine, I say that we fled,
"No, you pick a place"
Week in Talum, or week in Capri,
or die right here
As long as you with me,
I'll be at peace, huh
You was supposed to go back
home then see your bestie
I told you I can't hit that zone,
too busy next week
You was like, "Hmm, I'll stay a week,
she'll get over that"
Seven days with me, your nigga like,
"Where the fuck you at?"
Dirtyin' my bakin pots,
tennis at my mama's spot
Chauffered in a Rolls,
the back entrance for them restaurants
Parts playin', chess games,
givin' wigs pet names
Manicures, night swims,
Gerard providin' methane
Shoppin' til we droppin', what you coppin'? See,
the price is not a option
It's investments 'cause
your smile is the profit to me
I know around him, you gotta
act like you not into me
I know your answer but
you gotta keep it honest with me
Said you can't be fully into me
'cause you with him
Then why the fuck when we link,
it's like he doesn't exist?
And y'all know that we friends but
we both aware that it's more
Everything I got,
if you say the word, then it's yours
The only thing I'm missin' in life,
I know you could be it
And everyone around me that
care about me could see it
I could fuck a trillion bitches every
country I done been in
Men or women, it don't matter,
if I seen 'em, then I had 'em
But with you, it's a feeling 'cause
we twinning and we matchin'
You stayed in the car when
I went on date with that actress
Whole time I'm eatin',
I couldn't wait to get back
In the back of the car with
you and talk about who we are
You told me when you with
me, it's like heroin
Told me that your confidence went
up since we be friended, and
Told me that you didn't wanna
hurt him while we doin' this
Told me this a awkward situation
and you just wanna be through with it
Told me every time you not with him,
it started problems, and
Told me every time you not with me,
you always ponder
What type of sweater I'm wearin',
what music have I been finding
Girl, you know that I'm a player whenever,
that's what we bonded over
You said you told him the truth
and you never lied
Now he lookin' at you with them eyes
We never crossed the line but he got
every right to be a lil' pissed off
He picked you up, y'all got in argument,
he got his shit off
My energy like, "Get lost,"
your energy just want peace
I couldn't even tell you his
energy 'cause he don't speak
He ain't even call you his bitch
Until he see me make you smile,
that nigga threatened as shit
I'm in the wrong, though
I picked you up , your energy off
Your lips really dry, something is off
You ask if I gotta, I ask if you gotta
We trip on our words, nobody is lyin',
hakuna matata
We sat in the car and cried for a hour
My shirt look like a showerhead got it,
we called it off
I'll skip the details but that
night I seen hell
You was in a room I was payin' for,
I took three Ls
No, I didn't sleep well,
woke up and my knees fell
They buckled to the ground,
I cannot walk, shit, I need Ville
Next day I'm drivin' 'round the city
with no destination back-up
Water Water in my eye
s kept falling like Niagara
Ville right beside me makin'
sure I didn't crash or
Do something heinous 'cause
I'm emotionally jabbed up
You checked every box,
I thought it was it
Felt like I got led on
and pushed off a cliff
No, I'm in the wrong,
that was a friend
No, fuck that, the energy we had,
never again we'll find it
You in the wrong,
gotta remind you 'bout the times that you stepped
Gotta rewind it, aw, fuck
We talkin'
'bout our kinks,
real cautious with the links
You don't do that type of shit
when you in relationship
And you a hundred with your mate,
so don't go acting like no saint
'Cause it's a two-way street, street,
and shit, you knew what I was on
And while that nigga out and gone, shit,
you was loungin' in my home
Shit, I even let you meet my
mama and y'all got along
But shit, I take my L, though, it's not fun
You still got your nigga
and still had your fun
Shit, I can't even look at you an
d think about bad words
That's why I called and said we
couldn't end this on bad terms
We straight like a bad perm,
we'll always be good friends
And laugh about it on a sandy
beach while our back burns, huh
This my perspective, this how I feel
I ain't fabricated nothing,
I kept it real
I told you I loved you and always will
And if he ever put his hands on you,
promise I get him killed, true
True, true, true,
yeah
On God, I love that girl
I'm a sh-, I'm a bad person, like,
I'm in the wrong, I'm a bad person
I had no ill intentions though
Shit, everybody got hurt
I got hurt
It's a shit situation
All the morals and power you
have is vanished
When a certain energy is near and
And those feelings got so much gravity
and it's out of your control
It made me realize that those don't know
what they doin' either
We're all just children
I ain't mean to fuck
nobody's shit up, man
I thought I was bulletproof
She proved me wrong, man
I felt two hundred
percent with her
It's beautiful
I was able to feel
But it was, it was bad timing
And I'm mad private with this side of my
life 'cause people are weirdos, and
I just try to keep anyone I care
about in the shadows
Safe from the commentary
and spotlight and thoughts
'Cause it's just a story for the
people outside of it
But I guess you're just
another chapter in the book
