I should've spoken louder,
I should've been more honest
I shouldn't have been hiding,
hiding myself
I shouldn't have been despondent,
shouldn't have been dependent
I shouldn't have blamed,
I shouldn't have been unfair
My tears are running again
But I'm not wondering
My tears are running again
But I'm not wondering
I am a part of this, yes I'm a part
Cause it's my fault
Cause it's no one's fault
I shouldn't have been suffering,
I shouldn't have denied myself
I should've taken responsibility
I shouldn't have crossed the lines,
I shouldn't have lost control
I should've been wiser,
I should've been stronger
My tears are running again,
but I'm not wondering
My tears are running again,
but I'm not wondering
Well, I am a part of this
Yes, I'm afraid
Cause it's my fault
I shouldn't have been so afraid,
I shouldn't have been unforgiv ing
I shouldn't have been so afraid,
I shouldn't have been unforgiving
Should've been wiser,
I shouldn't have been so afraid
I shouldn't have been unforgiven
Should have been wiser,
I shouldn't have been so afraid
I shouldn't have been unforgiving
But I am, I am my lesson
And now it's my turn
And it's no one's fault