running
round doing shit
I know that ain't good for me
Nah but everything I've been doing
make for them good stories
Late nights and them good mornings
take flight and we just soaring
Welcome aboard my mind
faded fell to the floor
Little too fucked up but I told her before
One dab from a bad fuck
that give me more
Half hour goes had about four
Feel that rush stop that talk
Fuck everybody saying R .I .P to their jaws,
or maybe I should just drink some bottles
with anyone around me
just as long as they stay positive, yeah
Fuck fake friends, I need honest shit,
fuck politics, I ain't on it shit man
Stop your bitching,
I wanna live and I wanna drink, ah
I'm like Wonder Kid
when I wanna get in my zone
But it's been three days since I last slept
and I probably should've went home
I ain't got no battery left on my phone,
people probably try call me
No one else I can blame or disown,
now I know that it's all me
But that's corgi, I feel alive
and I'm high as fuck right now
I reckon I've got five hours
before I crash back down
I've been staying up late,
going to sleep with a smile
Where my friends gone?
I ain't seen them in a while, oh yeah
They think I'm just being max
I'm just being max, I'm just,
I'm just being max
I've been staying up late,
going to sleep with a smile
Where my friends gone?
I ain't seen them in a while, oh yeah
They think I'm just being max,
I'm just being max,
I'm just, I'm just being max
I ain't never been one for sleeping,
I guess that's why I'm weak
Then couple nights, that ain't a week
and we know what goes
down at the weekends
We can stay awake forever
if we take enough
but our supply is dwindling
That's a problem when
you're taking drugs,
nothing lasts forever, that's a fact of life
I remember sitting at that table,
poured those pills out,
I just sat and cried
Cause I didn't have the
balls to take a max,
you fucking tragic guy
You're the cause of your demise
and happiness you sacrifice
Your conscience overpowers you
like you're talking to yourself
Either you're losing weight
or someone's shortening
your belts
Anxiety's taking over
when you're talking
You can sell a room
that's filled with strangers
You can see the awkwardness
that dwells
When you were growing up,
you were fortunate as well
You were popular at school,
used to talk to all the girls
Now you can barely string a sentence
and your thoughts are like a shell
You won't let nobody into,
that's the wall that never fell
What made you hate what you became?
What made you want to change it?
What made you think that it's too late
to change your life and save it?
Yeah, it's not too late.
You can heal yourself.
Yeah, just do it now before
you kill yourself
I've staying up late,
going to sleep with a smile
Where my friends gone?
I ain't seen them in a while, oh yeah
They think I'm just being max
I'm just being max
I'm just, I'm just being max
I've been staying up late,
going to sleep with a smile
Where my friends gone?
I ain't seen them in a while, oh yeah
They think I'm just being max
I'm just being max
I'm just, I'm just being max
What do you do
to try and pull yourself
out of this mess?
Talking to someone,
whether it was my mum
or my friend.
I'm really happy when
I'm with my brother -in
And yeah, generally,
not when my housemates are around.
I spend a lot of time
in hotels on my own.
Travelling on my own.
It's quite a lonely process,
but music helps me. you