Lately I've been
up and I've been down
And I know you've probably noticed
that I haven't been around
There are things I've thought,
I have not said,
I'm too ashamed
Cause if you ever heard them,
and if they ever heard you,
I would be to blame
I don't wanna keep no
secrets from you,
cause I don't wanna change
the way you see me
And I will never disrespect you, baby
So how is it I disrespect myself so easy?
I've been trying so long
just to get it off the ground
An d you were always there
just to catch me if I fell down
I didn't know, I didn't know,
I didn't know that I've been
Flying all this time
And it feels fine
Yes, I second guess
myself sometimes
But so do you
I suppose I'm just afraid
That the things I am afraid
Could easily be true
I get so far inside my head
I act like I can't see
That all I ever wanted and all I got to lose
Is standing right beside me
And I know that you can tell
that I haven't been myself
And I have so much gratitude for you
dealing with my attitude
And nothing's all that bad,
you know it's all inside my head
I need to keep this shit in check
and show a little self -respect
I don't want to keep
no secrets from you
Cause I don't want to change
the way you see me
And I would never disrespect you, baby
So how is it I disrespect myself so easy?
I've been trying so long
just to get it off the ground
And you were always there
just to catch me if I fell down
I didn't know, I didn't know,
I didn't know that I've been
flying all this time
And it feels fine
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
So fine, so fine, so fine
I'm fine, I'm fine, so fine, so fine
You're mine, you're mine,
you're mine, you're mine
So fine, so fine, so fine, so fine