fore you come back around
Maybe I'm wrong but I don't
know how to back down
I never fit in, you know I don't belong
But you know that I don't care when you
and me are strong
Cause I'm a vampire y'all
We toast the blood of our enemies
You're still scaring me, no,
still scaring me, no
And we don't fit in
Wonder what it's like when you're
living with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervous
when it's easy
Feral days, and I'm sex crazed
I put it in with my animal ways
That's the sign I was born to be living in
I ran around and gave the
finger to the Ritalin
You know you calm me down
and I can't say why
You say goodbye and burn
my eyes
A thousand July's
I hope you find
I'd give you the words,
but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold,
so I tell you lies
When you let me in,
it's like a thousand Julys
When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you and I
know I'm not your friend
How we live, young American
I guess I've always known,
I'd be on my own,
I'd be on my own, and I don't know why,
I don't know why
A thousand Julys
I know you'll find
I'd say the words,
but no words come to mind
But you let me in, and I don't know why
But when you come,
it's like a thousand Ju lys
A thousand Julys
That's what you are
I'd tell you to come back now,
but we've gone too far
And we've burned it out now
I don't even try
But I feel you gone
I lost a thousand Julys